Showing posts with label attitude. Show all posts
Showing posts with label attitude. Show all posts

Friday, 23 January 2015

I'm crawling...I'm dawdling ...

Day 23/365

Good day people.





It's almost a year since I registered myself as a student, again. Back then, I was a person of great vitality, vigour, high-spiritedness, exuberance and passion. Completing my study in three years time was ultimate goal. Visits to my SV was frequent and constant. I was always seen reading from the conventional books, journals and also ebooks and ejournals. Writing and editing were my routines.


I was a self-funding postgraduate student. All university tuition fees were forked out from my own pocket. Thus, every nickel and dime counts. Then, miracle happened. Yes, miracles do happen. Half a year ago, I was offered a scholarship. The long much awaited help had finally arrived at my doorstep. My financial problem vanished in thin air. I'm thankful for the help.

I'm given five years to complete my study. And, a year has almost passed. Thus far, I've not progressed much. At the same time, my passion for studying has begun to dwindle. Right now, I'm crawling, and I'm dawdling, too.  I need to put myself back on track. A booster is highly sought.

Sophyta


Thursday, 25 December 2014

Meself Motivation ...

I'm wee too slow.
I'm slothful.
I need to be motivated.

For today, it's Helen Keller's ...




I can never consent 
to creep 
when
I feel an impulse
to soar!

Updated via GT1300.

Sophyta

Tuesday, 16 December 2014

It's Cloudy and Foggy ...

Good day awesome people.



It's cloudy and foggy. Precisely. It's the state of my mind. I've been reading and researching but I'm yet to start writing, seriously. I have most of the information needed for the writing but I delay the writing process. I can't no longer call it PROCRASTINATION! It has since developed into 'sickness'! It's a kind of mental disorder. I'm suffering from a grave attitude problem.

Day in and day out, I'll find some other things to do. I'll concentrate on some other menial tasks and I'll go with them the whole day. I'll be very contented if I'm designated for other tasks. The main reason is I'll be 'excused' from putting my hands on the poor thesis.

Praying that I'll change! Hoping that tomorrow will be a new dawn!

Sophyta

Sunday, 7 December 2014

Lend yourself to others, but give yourself to yourself...

Sawasdee Sunday gorgeous people!

Today marks the third week of my year-end holidays. What have I accomplished thus far? The answer is ... very little! Yes, it's far too little!

The reasons are ... lots of them! I'm sure everyone has the reasons (in fact, excuses) for your lackadaisical attitude.

In reiteration, PROCRASTINATION is the main one. Others are ATTITUDE and ATTITUDE!

I was way too busy giving myself to others. By right, I should have only lent myself to them.




I'm trying hard to take it (me self) back. I'm grabbing it back from others. For what a little time I have, I hope to give myself to my and only self. If Michel de Montaigne could do it back in the 16th century, I'll be able to do it, too!

Sophyta

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